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anahatasoundthis week i told my (main) boss i'm resigning, after a month of agonizing over the decision.
and i'm really amazed at the outpouring of support from my bosses. i've met with all 3 of them for my dept, and each one has completely understood my reasoning which i'm totally surprised by. and it's really surprising how much they've offered to try to keep me with the company, which i'm completely and utterly humbled by, even though i'm firm in my decision.
but what's really amazing? the feeling that a boulder has been lifted off of my chest. i haven't been exhausted after work each night this week like i usually am, i have more energy...i feel keyed up, but in a positive way instead of the usual frustrated anxious feeling i have.
i'm really working on creating a daily routine for myself, including trying to incorporate some mindfulness meditation into my day (thanks calming your anxious mind - such a nice little book for people with anxiety!).
i feel better than i have in a long while.
and i'm really amazed at the outpouring of support from my bosses. i've met with all 3 of them for my dept, and each one has completely understood my reasoning which i'm totally surprised by. and it's really surprising how much they've offered to try to keep me with the company, which i'm completely and utterly humbled by, even though i'm firm in my decision.
but what's really amazing? the feeling that a boulder has been lifted off of my chest. i haven't been exhausted after work each night this week like i usually am, i have more energy...i feel keyed up, but in a positive way instead of the usual frustrated anxious feeling i have.
i'm really working on creating a daily routine for myself, including trying to incorporate some mindfulness meditation into my day (thanks calming your anxious mind - such a nice little book for people with anxiety!).
i feel better than i have in a long while.
